First Week MKMMA
Beginning Mary’s Journey
My decision to take this course, and make these life changing choices are at times scary and overwhelming. At the same time, I must admit how excited I am to take this Journey. Change has never come easy for me, nor has taking a step like this, so I have made myself a promise and am holding myself accountable to see this to completion.
My dream is to become a better me, and really live, love life and be happy. The fear I have of failing in my business is something within I have begun to repair. This is nothing new for me, as I have always found something always seems to get in my way. Today I realize it’s me who needs to get out of my own way. In reading the book The Greatest Salesmen in the World, three times a day, I have found each time I read it, the words become clearer. The message is beginning to sink in and I find myself in deep thought about my life.
The first training was very enlightening for me. As Mark spoke about the red pencil affect, this brought up some memories. As a child I can remember how heartbroken I was when I received papers back from the teacher with those dreaded red marks. Painfully flashing back when I was seven years old and in second grade, each and every day I went to class I was tied to my chair and tape was put on my mouth. What made it worse was on me was the teacher allowing her favorite student my class mate the deed each and every day. I so wanted to be able to sit still like the others and not speak out when it wasn’t my turn. This is just one reason why I have this shield of protection covering what’s within. Much work is going to be done in the next twenty four weeks to free all those bad habits, self-talk, and begin forming good ones and become their slave.
I want to thank the team of hero’s who are paying it forward to help guide me personally, on how to enlighten my mind, think, and live and love life and be the best me I will become.